Adulting

Adulting

What do I want to do at 23? Where do I want to be? Am I living for me or others approval? Do I even know how to make a decision for myself? Not knowing those answers can bring so much pressure. I don’t know how to be an adult. I wasn’t prepared. But who was, right? Most days I just feel like I’m failing. Failing by not knowing, failing by not doing, failing by not changing it.

As mentioned before, I’ve always had big dreams. I just don’t know the path that will get me there. That’s the most frustrating part. I want to be free. Make mistakes and learn from them. Be my own person. I’m learning so much about myself by doing these posts. I’m figuring it out one day at a time. It’s time to grow up. Be an adult. Be Cadesia.

I’m setting goals for myself. I posted on Facebook, my new goal is to have fun and make new memories. I would like to add I want to remove all the pressures of not knowing. I have plans that leads me to financial freedom. I have goals to get out of my current situation. I have to be persistent and hopeful. I also have to trust that my choices are the best no matter the outcome.

The key to adulting is just taking it one day at time. We have to make mistakes, we have to be bold, and we have to trust the path. The answers to all my questions will come. The failing feeling will fade. I will be 24 years old next month, and I have plans to spread my wings. I plan to fly, and when I hit a window, I’ll keep going. We have to keep going no matter what. We have to adult.