As promised, I am debuting my new haircut.
My Quarter Life Crisis Update
Welcome back! I last left you with a roller coaster of emotions. I am having a hard time growing up. I feel lost and like unfulfilled. I’m anxious about what to do next and not having any idea on how to move forward. Especially with my career. I am learning to take everything one step at the time and to find enjoyment in something.
I found myself thinking back on my younger days. How I wished I had done more to work towards my dream. If I would have volunteered more, I could be so much further in life. If I would have believed in myself more, had more confidence where would I be? But I can’t dwell on the shoulda, coulda, wouldas. I have to focus on my right now. Time is flying by and I feel like I am missing everything. I have to focus on my right now.
Speaking of my right now, I made some big changes recently. I switched from iPhone to Samsung and cut my hair. I am very happy with both decisions. I’ll start with my phone first. It was an adjustment I must admit. The first few days I was so tempted to send it back; however, I stuck with it. By leaving something I felt so comfortable with, I was able to grow. Something as small as changing a phone helped me grow. About 99% of the people I know have an iPhone. We were connected and I became too dependent in a way. By stepping out, I found my voice.
Now with my haircut. I was anxious leading up to it, but not in a bad way. I could not wait to cut my hair. I have spent most of my life insecure about my hair (hence there’s an insecure post about it.) I have never felt more confident with my hair. I love it. I don’t have to stress about it not falling the right way or being extra puffy. It’s just perfect. I think I will keep it short for a while.
So there you have it, my quarter life crisis update. I have to silence the pessimistic parts of me and embrace the good. I’m moving forward and not backwards. I’m evolving and hope that this weird phase of my life ends soon. It’s a journey I know I would be grateful for in the future; however, it’s a roller coaster.
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