Perfection
So I was having a hard time coming up with a blog that correlated with my monthly challenge. I started speaking on “words” and how much power they have, but I couldn’t get it to flow like I wanted it to. It was as if, I was repeating the same thing over and over again. Times like that always makes me question my writing abilities. I even questioned why do I do these blogs? Why not stop while I’m ahead?
But I can’t quit. I have too many ideas to quit. I see Beautifully-Complex being way bigger than I even expected. I love making these posts no matter how stressful it gets to deliver. I want to be relatable and make it through difficult times. That’s why I make these posts. It’s therapeutic and it gives me the chance to have a voice.
Every once in a while, I have to give myself these pep talks. I have a hard time overcoming myself. I say over and over again to do better and not to give up. Although I don’t give up, I still let myself down with my doubts. I’m learning the older I get, I can hold myself back with my words. The positivity challenge has really helped me watch my words.
I’ll take my negative thoughts, and reverse them into something positive. I’ve became more aware of my actions. The more positive I acted, I started to feel more positive. I have my words to thank for that. I can’t quit. I can’t doubt myself. I can’t think less of myself. All I can do it persevere. Overcome. And grow. I love growing. I know I’ve said “I’ve grown so much since starting my blog” a million times and I’m going to keep saying it. It’s so true.
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